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2023-07-11 01:47 pm
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The Crying of Lot 49 & it's Tower.


For those that don't know, TCL49 (how I'm choosing to abbreviate it) is a novella about a woman by the name of Oedipa Maas, a suburban housewife, being named executor for her ex, a multimillionaire who owns all of San Narisco. She leaves for the city, has an affair, and slowly discovers a conspiracy theory dating back to medieval times regarding the US postal service and its hidden rival - Trystero. The novella is set in the 60s and feels ripe with the culture of back then - the fashion, the sleekness of postwar America's new riches, television and phones and Hollywood, a Beatles ripoff band called the Paranoids trying to make it big and singing thematically relevant numbers in the background. Take for example:
What chance has a lonely surfer boy
For the love of a surfer chick,
With all these Humbert Humbert cats
Coming on so big and sick?
For me, my baby was a woman,
For him she's just another nymphet.
References to Nabokov's Lolita are present throughout, but this one is my favourite.

Predetermination rings through, the illusion of freedom is referred to in different ways - the freedom a car promises is contrasted against the roads like 'hypothermic needles' determine its path, movies play at the perfect time and are predictable, the same story repeats in several places (plays, legal cases, urban myths), everything falls rather too perfectly in place. Oedipa is trapped in a city haunted by her former lover that owned almost every part and lords over her like a god. At the start of the book, she recalls seeing a piece by Remedios Varo that brought her to tears:

A painting of four girls in a tower, working on a loom. The print on the loom falls out of the tower, and seems to turn into the landscape itself. Behind the girls is a hooded figure reading from a book, with only their eyes uncovered.
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2023-07-03 01:17 pm
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First Post?

Doesn't it feel like the internet is falling apart? I mean this isn't really a novel observation to make, but every other day it seems like there's a new website falling apart - twitter, reddit, twitter again - and there really aren't any good alternatives. I keep using tumblr but even then it doesn't really satisfy the SOCIAL aspect of social media itch - although I might just be using it wrong. I hope dreamwidth turns out to be a good alternative.

I'm currently at work and finding it hard to even find the motivation for this internship - I don't think I'm doing enough or learning anything of great value but it's on me to utilize my time better. Don't get me wrong, reading law cases and writing case briefs is fun, but I would like to feel as though my draftsmanship is getting better. So far I've spent the past hour and a half setting up dreamwidth and idly browsing, and I spent all the time before that writing a scifi original short story I'm working on.

Guess I'll see where I go with all this.